Rainy Library

On December, we always meet with this wet thing, rain. I was in library on that month. Cold as usual for the AC was maybe under 0 Celsius ( kidding, of course). While playing game, suddenly, it rained. Damn! I couldn't back to my boarding house for I was afraid that my laptop would get wet. Hahahaha... So, I just waited there till it stopped. Then, I just played my game again. Hehehehe :p

Teaching Practice in School

It was so much fun to practice my teaching skill in a school. I got many experiences. And, it was not something that I ever imagined before. I could meet with foreigners from Thailand. They were students exchange and the teachers. I could be their tour guide even though I didn't really understand their language but we could overcome that problem by using 'body language'. hahahaha....
They were so kind to me. They gave me many souvenirs from Thailand. Their faces were almost the same as Indonesians. That was very great to meet people from other country. :)
I also learned some vocabulary such as 'naraka' means cute, 'aroi' means delicious, 'khopunka' means 'thank you', etc. I forgot. hahhahaa....
I think we are not that different, so we should know more about each other, not judge them by their appearances. :)

People Who Talk Behind Someone's Back

From what I've seen, that phenomenon always happens in our lives and with every body. We always tend to tell every body about somebody. If we are kind, we tell everybody about his/her kindness. If we don't like him/her, we tell about his/her weaknesses or bad habits. Whatever we can tell, we always tell about that. We will always feel happier after that though that 'somebody' doesn't know about it. He/She doesn't know that we have talked about them behind his/her back. So, we can say that this phenomenon is very normal, natural that happens in everybody's life. Therefore, if it happens in your life, just say "Whatever!" :)

Lagu Karena Kita

KARENA KITA
David Meece



VERSE 1 :
WAKTU KECIL KITA MERINDUKAN NATAL
HADIAH YANG INDAH DAN MENAWAN
NAMUN TAK MENYADARI SEORANG BAYI T'LAH LAHIR
BAWA KES'LAMATAN 'TUK MANUSIA
REFF:
KARENA KITA DIA MENDERITA
KARENA KITA DIA DISALIBKAN
AGAR DUNIA YANG HILANG DISELAMATKAN
DARI HUKUMAN KEKAL

VERSE 2 :
WAKTU PUN BERLALU DAN KITA PUN TAHU
ANUG'RAH YANG BESAR DARI BAPA
YANG RELAKAN ANAK-NYA DISIKSA DAN DISALIBKAN
DI BUKIT KALVARI KAR'NA KASIH

BRIDGE :
T'LAH KUDAPATI JALAN KEHIDUPAN
TATKALA KUBUKAKAN HATIKU BAGI DIA
DALAM UCAPANKU, DALAM SEGALANYA
KU S'LALU MEMUJI DIA... PUJI DIA...

WE ARE THE REASON
David Meece



VERSE 1:
 G                                                  Am/F#         B                  Em
AS LITTLE CHILDREN WE WOULD DREAM OF CHRISTMAS MORN
        Dm7        G                 C             G/B             Am7
AND ALL THE GIFTS AND TOYS WE KNEW WE'D FIND
               B               Em                   Em/D                          Em/C#
BUT WE NEVER REALIZED A BABY BORN ONE BLESSED NIGHT
                       CMaj7                 Am7         D7
GAVE US THE GREATEST GIFT OF OUR LIVES

CHORUS:
G                                           Am/G
WE ARE THE REASON THAT HE GAVE HIS LIFE
Dsus              D                           G
WE ARE THE REASON THAT HE SUFFERED AND DIED
D/F#  Em                                                  Am7
TO A WORLD THAT WAS LOST HE GAVE ALL HE COULD GIVE
     D7                                        G
TO SHOW US THE REASON TO LIVE

VERSE 2:
 G                              Am/F#                               B              Em
AS THE YEARS WENT BY WE LEARNED MORE ABOUT GIFTS
Dm7      G          C                     G/B             Am7
GIVING OF OURSELVES AND WHAT THAT MEANS
         B                              Em                     Em/D
ON A DARK AND CLOUDY DAY A MAN HUNG CRYING
           Em/C#                     CMaj7 Am7                  D7
IN THE RAIN BECAUSE OF LOVE, BECAUSE OF LOVE

BRIDGE:
Eb                                                      Bb/D
I FINALLY FOUND THE REASON FOR LIVING
           Bbm                                       Ab/C
IT'S IN GIVING EVERY PART OF MY HEART TO HIM
    Abm/B                          Eb/Ab             Cm7
IN ALL THAT I DO EVERY WORD THAT I SAY
  F                                          Ab          E
I'LL BE GIVING MY ALL JUST FOR HIM, FOR HIM

CHORUS:
        AMaj7                                       Bm7/A
AND WE WERE THE REASON THAT HE GAVE HIS LIFE
Bm/Ab                 G/C#                    F#m7                   A
WE WERE THE REASON THAT HE SUFFERED AND DIED
DMaj7                              A/C#                  Bm                   Bm7/A
TO A WORLD THAT WAS LOST HE GAVE ALL HE COULD GIVE
     Bm/Ab                G/C#           F#m  Fmaj7
TO SHOW US THE REASON TO LIVE
D                                  A
HE IS MY REASON TO LIVE

Dirty

It's so disturbing. I want to kill it in one slash. I want to chop it, slaugh it till it disappears. whatever.
mosquito.

Joy

Joy...
Where can I find joy?
How can I share it if I don't have it?
I should find it
so that I can share it with my friends soon. =)

Ke-liveliness-an

Terkadang kumelihat banyak orang hidup yang ga bener2 hidup.
Ada yang berkata (gue lupa siapa, sorry) semua orang pasti mati, tapi ga semua orang bener2 hidup.
Itulah yang gue alami. Gimana ya caranya supaya bener2 hidup?
Omong2 apa yang dimaksud bener2 hidup itu ya?
Aku juga ga tau sie.
Mungkin, orang yang bener2 menikmati hidupnya,
enjoy, bener2 antusias terhadap segala sesuatu,
penuh sukacita, kamu bisa ngerasa orang itu ngeluarin aura semangat dari matanya.
WOW!
How can I do that ya?
I don't know, but I hope I can do that soon. :)

Kelokkan

satu jalan bercabang, berkelok
tak tau ke mana perginya
berlari, berlompatan,
menabrak yang lainnya
tak peduli 'kan manusia yang memperhatikannya
sang manusia hanya bisa melihat
tanpa bisa memilih jalan yang mana

Pencarian

Gue bingung lagi nie...
bingung apa sie bakat gue sebenernya
Gue iri banget liat orang yang dah tau bakat mereka apa
kayaknya seneng banget gitu...
Enjoy banget mereka hidup
mereka punya sesuatu yang menonjol
Gue sampe mikir
apa iya ya gara2 gue nyari terus bakat gue yang terpendam,
ga nyadar pas nggali itu bakat gue ikut2an kebuang...
wkwwkkkkkk
Gue harus terus mencari....

Bingung

Gue bingung ma hidup gue

mau ngapain sie gue hidup di dunia ini?

gue yang lahir dari satu sperma yang ngalahin ratusan ribu sperma lainnya,

GILE! sekarang begitu gue lahir sebagai pemenang, gue bingung mau ngapain lagi ya?

Gue yakin hidup gue ini bukan hanya kebetulan aja, tapi karena ada perjuangan

jadi gue yakin hidup gue pasti ada lah gunanya di dunia ini.

hidup di dunia yang cuma sementara ini, buat hidup di kekekalan nanti

gue harus terus berjuang!!!

Afraid

When you're afraid of something
you feel weird
you want to cry
something stab your heart
you feel like you will fall and never get up anymore
so sad...
I want to be brave

Ketika

Ketika kamu merasa ini waktu yang tepat untuk berbicara
kadang itu adalah waktu yang salah untuk berbicara
memang benar bahwa mulutmu adalah harimaumu
ketika kamu mengeluarkan kata-kata yang salah
ekspresi yang salah dan juga tone yang salah....
kamu nggak bisa buat narik itu lagi...
saat itu kamu bakal ngerasa bahwa kamu adalah orang paling goblok sedunia
"ngapain aku ngomong, salah juga akhirnya"
inilah hidup,
orang akan selalu menganggap orang lain salah
sampai mereka tau semua nya pada akhirnya nanti
sampai semua bungkus tutup yang ada itu dibuka
kebenaran itu akan muncul dengan sendirinya
tanpa membuka tutup itu,,,
kebenaran nggak akan pernah muncul,
 dan hadir di hadapan manusia.
orang punya kacamata nya masing2
mending kacamata
kalau yang dipakai itu cermin gimana coba?
tambah gila...
kalau pakai cermin, orang cuma bisa liat dirinya sendiri...
nggak bisa liat orang lain...
kapan bisa liat orang lain ya?

Mulut & Telinga

Manusia itu semua punya mulut,
di dunia ini ketika masih hidup,
pakailah mulut itu dengan bijaksana,
ketika sudah tidak di dunia ini lagi,
belum tentu kita akan pakai mulut ini lagi
Begitu juga dengan telinga,
ada dua pula,
untuk mendengar apa yang dikatakan mulut
Dua hal itu ada supaya kita bisa hidup dengan damai
Mari kita pakai untuk menyebarkan kedamaian di dunia ini
Semangat!